Thursday, September 3, 2009

dark foam



cantankerous ..
ornery ..
sarcastic ..
angry ..
pissed off ..
clenched fist ..
middle finger ..
raging..
rattling the cage ..
raging at the machine ..

c'est moi ..
for quite a while actually ..

and no i'm not pmsing ..

harumpf ...


ps: it's so not like me to not respond to comments ..

26 comments:

SJ said...

Raging at the camera you mean?

JohnB said...

I had a striking similarity which I will reveal at a later date...

Ricardo said...

I have spiraled into a depression the last few days and want to get out of it ASAP. the job hunt has me really demoralized.

you need the humanthasizer!

dianne said...

Oh Foamy dear what has happened to make you feel this way, has someone upset you?
It is so unlike you and I am sorry you are feeling this way. ♡

Rolf said...

Dark moments comes and goes
Take a long walk and breathe deeply,
it is good to be alive
and
it is good to be
cantankerous ..
ornery ..
sarcastic ..
angry ..
pissed off ..
clenched fist ..
middle finger ..
raging..
rattling the cage ..
raging at the machine ..

:)

foam said...

sj .. well .. no ..
i took this photo with my 'puter' .. :)

johnb,
yeah? your words will be better then mine .. can't wait.

ricardo,
mayhaps. but put some men on that thing that don't make me feel like i'm their mother.

dianne,
not really anyone or anything in particular. some things i just have to deal with .. such as my mother's alzheimers.
but it's not really unlike me .. ... i'm not always a sugar and spice and everything nice kind of gal .. :)
although i usually don't let that part out on folks.

rolf,
yep, they come and go. sometimes they last longer .. sometimes just a few moments.
but once i vent like this i'm usually coming out of it.


want to thank everybody for my comments in the previous post. i might still respond to those.

Little Lamb said...

Oh no! What's the matter?

Helene said...

Its just that way sometimes... and I have found that as fast as it came it will go. (Which, may not be fast, like in the case with your Mom.)

For me, I had to find outlets.... what I called buckets... to spill off some of the anger, sorrow and stress. Then having dumped part of it, I could manage to put on a brave front... a mask of sorts, for the world.

I hope that things ease up a bit for you foam! I know how stressful fall can be... and you have a lot on your plate!

dianne said...

Yes I'm sorry I do understand about the alzheimers, it is very real, it tests us and it is difficult to deal with.
I had to find outlets like Helene has suggested, that was what a lot of my walking was about and still is, my Mum has gone now and so has my Dad, I still have to look after Matthew...even my blog is a distraction from reality of life, it helps.
I am not always a 'sugar and spice' kind of girl either,I get frustrated, angry, pissed off, hurt and feel like ranting sometimes, though I try to do it in a more passive way so as not to inflict it on others...but that might soon change :) as you may have noticed from a few of my recent posts. :(
I hope you feel better soon sweetie. ♡

chickory said...

terrifying. and yet a lovely image too. have some chocolate. works for me....

Middle Ditch said...

Feeling better now?

/t. said...

if
you can
spin your head
around a full 360,
then i think i'm in love!

<3

Ruela said...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HLiza said...

Sometimes you need just a little wildness..i wish my laptop can get me that kind of pic too..

/t. said...

(ruela)

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dianne said...

And Foamy dear if you don't have the time to reply to our comments we will still visit you and understand...I hope you realise that you are very much loved and respected by us all. ♡

foam said...

little lamb?
what's the matter? why ... just little ole me .. that's what .. :)

helene,
yeah i know ..
and i know that many of us deal with elderly parent issues, or have dealt with eldery parent issues (although that's really not all of it) ..
and for me a couple of days ago the bucket was my blog ..
what can i say ..

dianne,
oh i can imagine you are not a sugar and spice kind of gal .. we all need to have a good bit of vinegar to help balance our "sweetness ... (gag)" out. .. :)
i'll feel better soon .. no worries on that front.

chickory,
i had some chocolate ice cream ... from a local creamery .. does that count?

middle ditch,
maybe .. :)

/t.
i tried but no can do .. i came close though ..
so you are safe .. :)

ruela,
yo! .. what /t. said below .. ;)

hliza,
it might. you just need to see if it has special effects.

/t.
aha .. humoured, eh?
me too ..

dianne,
ohhhhhhh .. NOW you tell me ...
i could have saved myself all kinds of time.
but i'm kidding. i do really and truly always appreciate everybody's visits.
XOXO

Mariana Soffer said...

Great post man, you made me angry, now I want to tell every body to go to hell and mind their own business. So they will stop bothering.

But not to you my friend.

Huckleberry Friend said...

Got the mean reds, eh?
The old me would say have some tea and crumpets, but the new me says get a cosmo and put some pearls on and dance it away...

J Cosmo Newbery said...

Don't be pegged on what you 'should' be, go with what you are. For the moment.

The Phosgene Kid said...

Evil Foam...

dianne said...

Good morning Foamy dear, I have fixed one problem it seems, I can now see my avatar on all of your follower's lists...phew!
I still can't see the avatars of the other friends I mentioned on my list. ♡

Indigo said...

Indigo Incarnates

I've been feeling quite a bit of rage too. I know what you mean.

puerileuwaite said...

The picture confirms it: YOU are the one who has been abducting and probing me at night. I've already reported the abducting to the authorities.

laughingwolf said...

so, what's gotten into ya? :(

foam said...

laughingwolf ..
oh just little ole me ..
sometimes i just don't wanna handle stuff ..

pug,
of course ..
it's been fun too ..
but i thought it was fun for you too.
i guess you are not into pinch and choke collars and rolled up newspapers, etc. etc.

..

indigo,
yeah .. i here you .. :)

well, you know, dearest dianne ..
maybe all our ugly mugs .. err avatars .. broke your 'puter .. ;)

phos,
YES! somebody gets me at least ..

cosmo,
i do, i do .. grrrrrrr ..
but my husband is getting tired of it.... :)

huckleberry,
a cosmo is a grand idea ..
i need to keep that in mind ..
ps: you don't know how happy i am to see you in your new incarnation .. XOXO

mariane,
YES! lets you and me go out and about and shoot the bird at everybody ..
:)

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